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nothing to say

Sat Mar 12, 2005, 10:12 AM
exactly what the title says there is nothing to say. I guess I could start with a dream I had...nah. that would be stupid anyway. Argh. Well here is something....I am home, in my house. there you go.

I cant get through this

Tue Mar 1, 2005, 2:10 PM
Every time I see him it gets morea nd more painful. I literally am I screaming to get him out of my head. I cant handle this it hurts

I want to Die

Mon Feb 28, 2005, 10:14 PM
My life is falling apart. please I need you guys so much right now. Bryan broke up with me. And I cant be alone. Im so scared...and I hate this. I love him so much and it hurts to see him not care. I cried and he sighed..he seems annoyed. and he said I am ...when really I just wanna get my emotions out. ....Im sorry for pushing you all away. Please I need you. I need my friends. dont leave me alone. I cant be alone.

ARGH

Fri Feb 25, 2005, 1:18 PM
yesterday i was on another really long walk and i was going to me bryan at 11. (been wallking since 7) and i saw hinm. i called him he didnt turn so i followed. and then ran . and i came to the bridge i was on ..and its stairs to get off. ergh i looked down, looked bnack up and stepped down, i missed the stair and it caught my heel JUST BARELY and i went down. it hurt so much. i called out to Bryan and he kept walking so i called his cell and i asked for help. e thought i was kidnapped or something hahah. i was crying so hard. he came back for me (running when he recognized me) and then i called my mom and she came on her lunch break and he carried me in side the car and then inside the house. it was reallly sweet. he stayed till 6 and i went to the hospital at 9 and he went with us there too. apparently its sprained. and i got REAL help instead of just wondering what was wrong. hehe. so yeah there ya go. the story of my life. ^_^. Gesh. as if the night before yesterday wasnt a living hell. i couldnt sleep it was horrible. i cried and cried. It was one of the worst nights ive ever been through(cant say the cause). and then i sprain my ankle. two of the worst kinds of pain. if i hadnt sprained my ankle before now totaling to 4 times not counting the first fracture. it would have been worse.

Away

Thu Feb 24, 2005, 9:25 AM
..I guess im back. I dont know. Im not committed. I have a lot of things on my mind, my latest ssubmission "Wheels Go Round" kind of emphasizes it all. I have to go before I get yelled at. Just want you all to know Im still alive....

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