MERF! school starts in three days...and i lost all my work that i had been doing for history. now i have to start alll over again! STUPID TECHNOLOGY!!! GARGH> yeah so i betterget back. just taking a break. i cant wait for school. i miss seeing everyone everyday!

i put up a new pic. its called ocean view and i really like it but it wont make it come up as recent dev. and i tried to make it a feature and it wont do that either and yet i can see it in my gallery...why is this? can you see it?

i saw the movie last night and i had to draw it when i got home. so far i have three...i wonder if i should put them up.....
what do you think viewers?!

Doug says he wants to help me. but honestly how can you help someone if they dont even know what the problem is let alone yourself.

my friends are worried about me and now my mom is too.... im starting to worry myself. i think i might be anorexic. i have been before but not like this. i knew before and i wanted it. but now? no way. who would do that to themselves? of course ive done a lot of stupid things in my lifetime. im a little worried that it could get out of hand. whatever i have now...may turn or IS anorexia. and im scared. i want to eat. and i am hungry. but i dont. something ....inside....everytime i go to the kitchen i look and see nothing to eat. i cant even finish half a wrap from subway. ive lost 10 pounds within the past week. is that healthy. im really scared...and only two of my friends will see this. one could probably seriously care less. the other i know will call me when she sees this. and i will deny it. but i cant. i dont want to do this. ive done a lot of stupid things but never been verbaly in denial of it.